My Testimony, and Baptism.

I'll prop up my head...consider crying, but laugh instead.
I'll smile for today, cause that's all I can do, to make things better, between me and you.
I'll tell everyone things are just fine, I'll wait to be sad, when I'm alone at midnight....
I've got this, well at least I'll pretend like I do, because the last thing I want, is to worry you!!